stranger in a strange land

I recently moved to a new place. Its been quite a hassle, I knew it would be, but you never know really. On top of all the actual moving madness, Ive grown frustrated without being able to paint for 3 weeks. Its a strange feeling. I feel out of touch with that side of myself. And with each passing day it feels like the light gets dimmer and dimmer. I have a anxious withdrawal like feeling. My current studio space is going to take time to be finished, so I will be setting up camp in my basement for the time being.
I watched a A-Team episode one time, (Im not familiar with the character names or anything) anyway they were undercover and all that. One of the guys was pretending to be an artist.( I always love when I see stereotypes of artists, cause its true) So whatever the reason the bad guys were trying to get him to move to another studio space, and The A-Team guy said " how is inspiration going to find me, when I trained it to find me here?" I laughed pretty good.....but its not so funny right now. Now to find all the extra sheets in the house and make a art fort.

dream #5

Ive been having nightmares every night for the past few weeks.

I seem to have a lot of dreams that I am a prisoner. Im captured by some weird cult or crazy person, and placed in some weird random place.

I dreamt last night I was captured and placed into a dark room filled with bugs and a deer.

I must have fallen asleep and when I woke up, all the bugs had made nests on me.

I remember the feeling of them bitting and digging into me as I tried to remove them.

I knew they would keep building their nests onto me and there was nothing I could do.

I remember talking to the deer and begging it to help me get out.

Most times my mind can conjure a way to get out, but this time I couldnt.

I hope these nightmares end soon. Im starting to dislike going to sleep.

going for it

for reals